I've been working with social medias for many years now, and I've always been professional but this time I cannot be professional anymore. What just happened to me is just crazy. I've been collaborating with a big bikini brand (you probably know which one) for a very long time and now this year we were discussing about doing a new collaboration for the summer. Then this morning I just got an email saying that they think I'm too fat. Or the email didn't actually say that they think I'm too fat, they said it in a much nicer way and they wrote that they think that my body has changed a bit too much from last year and that their products requires a special physical aspect, especially for good visibility of their products. Of course I got sad, I'm a young girl and I try to love my body but nowadays that's really hard. My body is strong, sexy, beautiful and it have had rheumatism since I was 6 y/o. I have a super body!! But when a big brand like this tells me I'm fat ofc I get sad. Some days I'm not feeling my best and I doubt myself. And people are wondering why young girls are so insecure. THIS IS THE FUCKING ANSWER. Because brands/people think that they have the right to comment my body. MY body. No I'm never gonna collaborate with them again. We don't share the same values and I can't stand behind a company that discriminates a female body for its weight. So they think that only someone who is an xs can wear their bikinis? Everyone can wear a bikini!! You just need a body and a bikini. I'm a strong, sexy, smart, funny, driven, beautiful, sensitive and much more. Never let anyone tell you something else.
